Before I get into anything, I simply spent the entire week or so at home, messing up the kitchen to do what I really like, which is cooking! Before I slowly embark into a journey of busyness once again. It's been a great blessing even just to stay at home for the entire week because I hadn't had this kind of nua-ness for a long long time. Hehehe. 

LG #failed selfie wheeeeeeeee

I love my beautiful transfer ladies who transferred with me to this lg :D :D 

And it's gna be almost a year since we've moved out of polydins, so many changes, so many trials to go through, yet so many lessons to learn along the way. Something that I've learn, is that whenever we allow emotions to take over us from our current situation, thats where we fall deep. Thats where the trust of God disappeared, the plot of Satan comes in. 

Overtime as I shared my issues and convictions to these ladies, I saw a relatively similar struggle that the four of us went through for the entire year, yet a relatively similar conviction that God has placed in our hearts. With the same burden, with the same struggle, yet we had been choosing to settle this alone as we began thinking that its our personal issue with God. 

It doesn't concern others, neither do I want to add into their already burdened lives. 

And it backfired. 

We started avoiding our issues, we started avoiding our conviction from God. 

Our hearts turned cold. 

The power of accountability is that we look out for each other not to fall back into what we do best, which is avoidance. No matter how much we feel that it's best we settle our personal issues alone, accountability takes us further in to our own heart condition. 

But isn't a life group there for a reason? We do life together. 

As we go out to the world, we bruise and bleed, we return back to our groups, we receive healing of comfort from each other. And then we go out to the world again.