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Regina K
21; Holding a Diploma in HTM I love coffee-art and colours Have an interest in photography, but don't exactly have the talent :P ******* I pen down things worthy to remember. Even with the toughest struggles in life. Because when I read back in future, I will remember and know that God has brought me through I have decided to follow Jesus! No turning back Credits
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My lover comes alive through His Word, my lover comes alive through the miracles, my lover comes alive through His tangible presence that assures me that He is alive in me.
I remembered whenever I had a fever in my school days, I would put on a strong frontand looking still quite cheerful as though "sick is for the weak". Lol. But as I persevered my aching heated body until the moment I step into the house and saw my mom, I would cry, telling her that I had a fever, and longing for her embrace, her care, and this phrase of assurance: "its ok."
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Just as I've posted my thoughts on Friday, I received an overwhelming outpour of love on Saturday. Just as I'm trying to unlearn this whole thing and feeling a little tired of experiencing God's heartbeat, God faithfully came penetrating into my heart telling me "its ok, everything will be fine"
And I felt so overwhelmed.
The entire testimony moved me to disgusting mucus and tears, unable to stop flowing just as my heart is filled with so much love. Even though it doesn't seem to relate to me, I took away a powerful truth, that the God who loves her, loves me too! Her sins are no bigger than mine, because there ain't measures of sins. but God accepts us, and He loves us. :') Just as I waited upon the Lord in struggling perseverance and in intense spiritual fatigue, God came to embrace me, to tell me how much He loves me.
And all a broken hearted ever needed to hear is "its ok, I'm here" and "I love you".
Thats it.
We cannot stop ourselves from dwelling into the daily work struggles or study stress, we cannot stop ourselves from facing annoying guests during our part time jobs and we cannot control the peer pressures happening in our midst. Even living in denial doesn't help. We cannot control what is happening right now in this world. All we can do is to go back to His embace everyday, receive His healing, His love. And everything will be ok.
God never fails to amaze me with the level of Love He has for me.
"The LORD your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing." Zephaniah 3:17
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