" Your plans are still to prosper 

You have not forgotten us 

You're with us in the fire and the flood 

You're faithful forever 

Perfect in love, 

You are Sovereign over us " 

Stepping onto adulthood has unravelled a series of grace that God has poured in my life. As tired as I am, I realised I've got no more rooms in my heart to squeeze another inch of matter in my life. My heart has been filled with so many concerns and decisions of my life, that it started to leak through my eyes. One day God told me to surrender my heart to Him, and as I pray, I saw myself taking out my heart and giving it to God. I saw my heart as torn and dirty, and God accepted it and places it into a bag full of dirty and torn hearts. After which I saw God plucking out a portion of His heart, shaped it and places it back into me. And there I am, with a new heart. 

Wow. His grace and mercies are indeed new every morning. 

Days later, I came upon this passage in my newly bought book - Grace by Max Lucado. 

Speaking of coincidence, I dont think so. Speaking of God's tangible presence, yes. 

God's tangible presence have never failed to reassure me again and again. As an insecure child since young, God knew how to handle my heart through words that speaks the breath of life into me. And that is the same God that knows how to handle your heart, each and every individual hearts on Earth. Nobody may understand you deeply, but God does, and God knew us more than we ever know ourselves. 

So I want to trust in the Lord, with all my heart. 

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Lil update of my life: 

Short dinner meetup with Kelly & Ming! Reminiscing those days where we worked in Marmalade Pantry. It was a good night hehe, walking through the Christmas lights in town, snapping photos, talking about our most unglam moments, and updating each other about lives. 

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Bro's birthday at Mount E! Yea mom had an asthmatic attack in the middle of a sinus treatment and here we are, celebrating bro's birthday in the ward of Mount E. But I thank God for His protection upon mom. Look how radiant she is, who knows she was on oxygen mask hours ago. 

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Staycation with the awesome Clique 09! I'm glad we still do occasional meet ups to update each other about our lives in our different life stations right now. And we've "upgraded" from chalet to hotel as we age. LOL. 

View from the 18th storey. Feels like tribal prints...... #justsaying 

Oh yea. Weekends are over, another 5 more days of work before the weekend comes again. 

But I've been quite amazed that Liling and June are working in insurance companies too hehe. Just as I thought I'm the only one in this insurance sector.... I'm not aloneeeee :') 

Secretaries FTW!