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Regina K
21; Holding a Diploma in HTM I love coffee-art and colours Have an interest in photography, but don't exactly have the talent :P ******* I pen down things worthy to remember. Even with the toughest struggles in life. Because when I read back in future, I will remember and know that God has brought me through I have decided to follow Jesus! No turning back Credits
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I picked up my love for baking after going through Culinary in Sem 2.2. And so with a desire to bake I even used my own money to buy a...... cheapo lousy oven.
I never once succeeded in baking something, especially cupcakes. I always ended up shrinking my cupcake and becoming like kueh...
 
Or even baking scones that tasted like stones...
The only time I succeeded baking a rainbow cupcake is when I used a pre-mix.
Which I felt like a cheater. Or when I baked brownies because brownies doesn't require a fluffly texture, which got me baking brownies again and again. Brownies were my pride because my mom would finish them all. HAHA.
My brother always say "baking kueh again?" "Maybe God wants you to make kueh instead of cakes". So discouraging :( But nonetheless he always takes the initiative to be my guinea pig. Hehe.
I couldnt get the texture right at all. I blame my oven sometimes. And I blame my skills sometimes.
And there was once I felt like a useless brat that can't do anything in life like how I always felt in the past. But this time I didn't give up like how I always does in the past.
Because God always reminded me "its ok, try again"
I'm not a perfect baker yet. I am still trying, still messing up the kitchen in the wee hours. Still baking kueh nonetheless. But I'm getting better, improving much.
At least it is becoming more like a cake than a kueh. Getting that fluffy texture right yo. HAHA.
I always prayed before I put something in the oven "God please let this work" LOLOL.
A lot of people gave up their passion because they failed. A lot of people thought they were useless because they weren't able to do what they like to do. I am such a person, that left me thinking that I didn't have ay talent at all in my life and my only talent is... sleep. Somewhat things we do always affects our own self-worth and self-esteem. ._. Until one day I was reminded that behind every success are endless failures, but the effort to pick oneself up from that failure and try again.
An important lesson I learn from God through baking.
I'm gonna continue baking... kueh. :D
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