Open invitation! ^_^

So... this few days I started reflecting on my own character, my blurness nature and my really slow reaction to certain things and how I react to friends and family's remarks about me. Instead of just complaining how life sucks, on that very day God said: "your life don't suck, it is just that you had never initiate to make it better. Go on, make your life better, for I am with you". God told me it's time I stand firm to what I say and not changing decisions because I thought others are better than me. I need to start believing in myself that whatever God entrusts me to do something, I will have the confidence to do it rather than saying "no I can't, no I'm scared, what if..." and whatever nonsense that hinders me from getting more exposure! As I begin to learn how to differentiate between what God wants me to do and my own personal motive, I realise God is entrusting me do do more than I could ever expect myself to accomplish because I was "too scared" to do it.

God is Good ^_^



So church service yesterday was a boomz. I am really thankful that God had gave me such a discipline to attend church service every Saturday as well as attend lifegroup meetups regularly! This form of discipline really led me to knowing God more and more in terms of not only experiencing God's Presence, but also experiencing the Faith and Love others had with God. :) Totally regretted not going to Kingdom Invasion @ Expo on Friday because I thought it was just an ordinary conference but apparently it was so spiritually led that over 1000 people were healed on that day!!! God is Good ^_^

Oh yes Church service was a total boomz. Title was about Faith and Pastor Dennis was super funny and I really had to say yesterday was the best sermon I ever heard in Hope Church. Not only he shared openly his personal story with his wife Gwen, but also shared with us his personal testimony of how he have never ever experienced healing in his life but YET, he was in Faith and in turn God used him to heal others. :) One of his story had impacted me was that when he was attending some youth praise and worship thing a few years back, he felt a sudden pain on his joint knee and God told him that the pain was from somebody in that auditorium, which hindered him/her to attend his/her CCA competition, and God wants to use him to pray for her! So he went up on stage and asked the whole auditorium to identify who that person is and true enough, the girl was identified and she came to stage crying because she knew God wanted to help her! And guess what, after praying for her she recovered and was able to attend her CCA competition again!!! YAY!!! A loud applause to God! Haha He's awesome. After sermon and worship, God did the same thing to some random people in Church, they came up on stage, identified the people, and they were instantly healed! Those with knee pain, headache and etc. It was really an eye opening supernatural form of miracle God had showed me. I can say only God knows how to do real magic to our lives ^_^ He increases my Faith more and more each day!

To everyone who reads: even if there were times where life was a complete sore and hardcore and God's presence doesn't seemed to be there, continue to have that Faith because God is forever there for us! Yay!