Can't wait for the Hanoi Trip, even though the planning seemed to be really insufficient, but I believed that the kids there will still have a fun time with us! No matter what we didn't go there to have fun ourselves, but we are going there to let the kids have fun isn't it? :) 

And having to go out every single day during this holiday means that my bank have been depreciating really badly with a zero income. With only $10 allowance everyday but spending twice or three times more than the allowance really make me worry about my financial now. Spending most of my money on food is really... urgh! I need to start my lunchbox again soon. But yet I dread the fact that remarks such as "going on a diet" comes in but HELLO I am not as rich as y'all and stop stereotyping me just because in the past I wanted to go on a diet, doesn't mean I am going a diet NOW.

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Went for Easter Project Bless today, and it was great! The weather was so humid everyone was feeling sticky and sweaty and disgusting but we still put on a happy smile while going door to door knocking and giving them free mugs, plus inviting them for Easter Service on Saturday :) God is Good! Even though it is really scary to go around knocking on doors but we still managed to give away the mugs and invite them! Yay! 

So I bought food home for my mom and bro and had a long chat with my bro. Sigh. Every believer says Christian lives ain't easy. Yep, because God told me something is wrong if I remain comfortable with life- no wonder I couldn't find any talents for myself when I was leading a really comfy life of eating, sleeping, watching tv, hanging out with friends. Life should be something venturous, filled with tests and trials and of course, being independent from this world, yet rely wholeheartedly on God. Came to know that mom had always been thinking that I had became more rebellious after I attended Church when I thought my attitude was better and I was better able to control my emotions in front of them rather than screaming at them every now and then like last time. 

Then bro told me something that was so true, that church was merely the convenient blame to put on whenever kids rebels on non-believer parents. Because they do not believe that Christ could change one's life better! So no matter how good I've changed, unless my parents hearts were softened by God's Words, or else they would continue to focus on my flaws and forget everything about my good. Sigh. This is a big challenge God has given the 3 of us. My sis, bro and I. God, I really need your Wisdom and Strength to do this man.