First, I sleepwalked in the middle of the night dreaming of culi and I woke up in my room trying to find cornflour........ My grandma was shocked and thought I needed to wake up at 4am. LOL. Sucha fool of myself. 

Second, I woke up from my nap today after school thinking that it is a brand new day and I have to prepare for school. I was still in a state of shock when my phone batt was 38% and I was like "shit I didn't charge it last night". -.- 

Look how school have impacted me so much. Was discussing with Kelly about the Education system in Singapore, where the government claimed to reduce the stressful education but YET they are encouraging parents to be competitive towards their primary school children. Sigh. 

Discouraged by the fact that the influences in school had caused me to become competitive. But I have to thank God for guiding me through and also teaching me how to live with God's will and God's grace. Perhaps each time I'm feeling selfish or wondering why am I being so nice when others ain't nice to me, God's small still voice have reminded me "no, this isn't the right thing to do or think, because I have to love them as they are all my brothers and sisters", and it is really a lot easier to give in, help others despite their competitive eyes and motive towards each other. Trusting that God has my future carefully planned and worked out. :) 

Community service work last Saturday was a blissful one. :) Got a chance to bless those elderly who may or may not have kids, and I realise how much it would mean to them for a stranger to make all the way to their houses to bless them, or even with one single phrase of "Happy New Year". Really felt that it was God's intention for me to go for this program, and even to Hope Church despite having no friends at all from the start. Hehehe.