|
Regina K
21; Holding a Diploma in HTM I love coffee-art and colours Have an interest in photography, but don't exactly have the talent :P ******* I pen down things worthy to remember. Even with the toughest struggles in life. Because when I read back in future, I will remember and know that God has brought me through I have decided to follow Jesus! No turning back Credits
Layout made by tkh. |
Just how much percentage of concern was left for me in their heart, as I started to feel the drift of a very important friend. I reflect, and reflect and reflect again, why did it ever happened, but I just didn't have the courage to ask. I couldn't help but to blame myself for being blinded by assignments, now that you perceived me as being "competitive", I couldn't help but to blame myself for wanting to accommodate to both sides of friends, now that I can no longer interpret what you even perceived me as. I couldn't help but to blame myself for disagreeing many of the things and thoughts you have, that I no longer feel the trust you have for me. In just this few months.. I am dumb in salvaging friendships and one who would just walk away quietly if I no longer feel the importance in your heart. I remembered I was sharing with OYL and FL how happy I was to have such a good friend, even though I was just a secondary party, but it seemed to have vanished. I no longer feel that I have stand a place in your heart as a good friend. As much as I blamed myself for all possible reasons that have happened, for you have also hurt me with many of your words and actions... |